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| when you want it, a guy who says how about the sleek throat of a flower on the sky tilting at the exact moment of twilight and you love what he says, nothing at all to laugh at. And who will drink a bottle of really cheap pink champagne with you, pops it open, pours into wine glasses. Like who owns champagne flutes anyway? Listen to millions of tiny bubble gum pops, so sparky pink it is now your favorite color. And this guy offers a toast: good fortune and good luck, two things you have desperately been needing for a very long time. Ordinary stuff is on your mind like what color sheets are on the bed, did I clean the bathroom, will he have sex with me all night long? You want a guy who thinks in galazies. He likes to flirt. Sure, you remember sitting alone at a kitchen table, sipping vodka tonics, as evening twists into a hazy blue, and you do not believe in it anymore. How you want this guy, whoever he is, to be a big pink jewel you can tuck into bed, tuck into bed. A little tingle buzzes up to your knees, a sign you better stop drinking. You look at him and say how foolish but I do feel a tickle. You want to know that one bottle is too much, how he leans back in your favorite yellow chair with forties pillows, says everything avbout you is pink. And it is the absolute correct thing to say, so you work it, flirt a little harder. So he buys Korbel when you prefer Moet? You tell him -I am so glad you noticed I am pink, your entire body a dizzy intensity of fizzing wine, his mouth, it must be ready, you know it, surely as sweetly pink as yours. |
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